[She's not wrong, to recognize a pattern. Myr's noticed the same. Everyone who's ever known L for long recognizes how simple connections between human beings break down spectacularly, given his tendencies to overthink, the way others have treated him and perhaps the way he's treated others in the life that came before.]

Sorry. I don't know... I suppose I'm nervous about a debt tying me to someone and making me smaller, until I can pay it off. However that sounds... it's what it feels like, I think.