Myr lets go finger-by-finger as his Witch pulls away from him, sitting further back in something that's nearly a slump. The flash of fury is gone as quickly as it materialized--it is hard for him to maintain that--and leaves only a hollow shell that disintegrates as L's tone turns sharp.
He recognizes this pattern: They have done this before, when L feels unworthiness and insecurity rising to choke him. The Bond pushes at him to leave with the same inexorable force the moons have over his mood and thoughts, the force that bids him to not resist or suffer worse for it.
But getting up and walking away requires an action and he cannot find it in himself to move.]
And if I leave you, where do I go? [It's Myr's turn to sound lost--to sound abandoned. Yes, he has his other Bonded for comfort, but L is his only Witch. L's the one he entrusted his sanity to, who promised him that he'd fix things, that he is fixable even when Myr believed otherwise.
But L would also have him live party to a lie until that lie destroyed itself.] What do I do?
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Myr lets go finger-by-finger as his Witch pulls away from him, sitting further back in something that's nearly a slump. The flash of fury is gone as quickly as it materialized--it is hard for him to maintain that--and leaves only a hollow shell that disintegrates as L's tone turns sharp.
He recognizes this pattern: They have done this before, when L feels unworthiness and insecurity rising to choke him. The Bond pushes at him to leave with the same inexorable force the moons have over his mood and thoughts, the force that bids him to not resist or suffer worse for it.
But getting up and walking away requires an action and he cannot find it in himself to move.]
And if I leave you, where do I go? [It's Myr's turn to sound lost--to sound abandoned. Yes, he has his other Bonded for comfort, but L is his only Witch. L's the one he entrusted his sanity to, who promised him that he'd fix things, that he is fixable even when Myr believed otherwise.
But L would also have him live party to a lie until that lie destroyed itself.] What do I do?
I trust you. You promised you'd help.