[Coming to Aefenglom and finding himself in situations where he can speak a bit more freely about his former life has had some interesting and uncomfortable results. It's become clear, at least, that what L has long considered normal isn't, far beyond his projected margin, and no one's reaction has been as sobering as Myr's. Not just because the former Circle Mage is shocked by his outlooks and philosophies and the decisions they lead him to, but because Myr relates on a level that few can approach.]

It's easy to claim that.

[L had, in fact, claimed it himself just hours before his rendezvous with Mello.]

However... every misfortune that's ever befallen him has been on my account. Surely I have some responsibility toward him, even here.