[A prayer, more than anything. Surely L had need of it.
The ache in Myr's chest isn't all or mostly anger now.]
If you thought it would be so difficult you had to numb yourself beforehand--
[Maker's breath and overwhelming grace, they can't have this conversation in public. Can't. Myr has gotten far more casual in speaking of sex and courtship in step with Aefenglom's attitude toward them, but this is not meant for other ears. His voice drops to a near-whisper.]
You shouldn't have done it. You don't owe him that. You don't owe anyone that.
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[A prayer, more than anything. Surely L had need of it.
The ache in Myr's chest isn't all or mostly anger now.]
If you thought it would be so difficult you had to numb yourself beforehand--
[Maker's breath and overwhelming grace, they can't have this conversation in public. Can't. Myr has gotten far more casual in speaking of sex and courtship in step with Aefenglom's attitude toward them, but this is not meant for other ears. His voice drops to a near-whisper.]
You shouldn't have done it. You don't owe him that. You don't owe anyone that.